Amber Turner vows to stop crying over Dan Edgar on Towie as she reveals constant sobbing has left her very low
AMBER Turner has vowed to stop crying on Towie, revealing her constant sobbing has left her “very low.”
The reality stunner admits that being on/off with Dan Edgar has made it difficult for her to control her emotions as she constantly has to relive the horror of being cheated on.
During her time on the ITVBe show Amber has bawled over Dan in multiple scenes due to him sleeping with other women behind her back – and now says the drama proved too much for her.
In an exclusive interview she said: “It’s very hard because I’ve been through so much now with Dan; I’m at the point where I’m so drained.
“I feel like I can’t put myself through it again. There was a point where I felt very, very low and it was horrible. I never, ever want to feel that way again.
“The past few series I have been on – everything was real feelings and raw emotion for me. It was real time. It was difficult for me.
“I would talk about things that happened and my eyes would start watering – and I would say to myself stop crying. It’s like my eyeballs say, ‘she’s upset now, let’s just produce some tears.’
“It’s just reliving the past and everything I’ve gone through and it is sad and I do get upset. I hate my cry face; I need to learn to not cry. Everyone says to me to stop crying.”
Amber first started dating Dan over a year a go when she first joined the reality series, and after months of going back and forth she has finally decided it's time to move on.
Dan told Chloe Sims that he could see himself in a relationship with Amber on Sunday's episode but she has revealed that the pair haven't spoken since the last time they filmed together.
She said: "I’m not speaking to him – we haven’t spoken. We are a year down the line and things have to change.
"I feel like he has a lot of s*** to sort out and I’m not waiting around for him. He doesn’t deserve it. "There would need to be a massive change. I’m not just going to give it to him."
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Although she has promised herself to hold back the tears on Towie, she admits that on Sunday's episode she may end up sobbing just one last time.
She confesses: "I may potentially get just a little upset on Sunday's episode but I will learn to be stronger."