GEORDIE Shore's Abbie Holborn has revealed she's addicted to plastic surgery and is planning more procedures.
The reality star, 20, has undergone eight procedures so far and wants more Botox and filler to keep her looking fresh faced before filming the new series of the MTV reality show.
Abbie is a recent addition to the cast after joining the show in series 14 but admitted it was hard going into the house with the likes of Chloe Ferry and Marnie Simpson, who have already had multiple cosmetic procedures.
Speaking exclusively to The Sun Online, Abbie opened up about her self esteem issues and how she struggles to watch herself on TV.
She said: "I remember going into the house and thinking ‘Oh my God the girls look so good’ and I had nothing done, I’d had a small bit of lip filler and that was it.
“There was all this talk about what they had done and what they were going to get done and when you’re in that environment it’s really hard...you feel so self conscious."
Speaking about the most recent series, she added: “I can’t even watch it, it got to the point where I couldn’t bear to watch the last few episodes over the way I look.
“It wasn’t so bad in the beginning, as the episodes go on you do put on weight because you can’t exactly go to the gym all the time and eat healthily."
Abbie had a boob job when she was 18 and has had a number of procedures on her face.
She tells us: "I had my boobs done years before I started on Geordie Shore and I've had lip fillers, Botox, jaw filler, chin filler, veneers and I've had my eyebrows tattooed on.
The annoying thing is I get so many plastic surgery companies offering me procedures for free and it’s hard to say no.
"It’s a constant battle not to go overboard."
She says her desire to look good comes from the pressure of being on such a raw reality show.
“I think it’s all because if I was on Towie, I’d have my hair and make-up done all the time, they look amazing all the time," she explained.
“But we get up and we get woken up at 9am with no make-up on and the camera is in your face. I feel like I need to try and enhance what I’ve got, to make my natural face look better for when we’re filming.
“When we have a break from filming we’ll try to get everything topped up and done so we look half decent when the camera is in our face.
“When we’re in the house it’s not like we can go and get our nails and eyebrows done every week," she added."
Abbie says she wouldn't rule out another boob job in the future as her breasts currently "look like two footballs stuck on" and she'd like for them to look "naturally fuller".
She added: "I'll get some more filler and Botox over the next few weeks.
“I think people in the public eye go down the surgery route because it’s a quick and easy way to make them feel better about themselves."
When asked if the procedures had boosted her confidence, she said: "I have good days and bad days, sometimes I’ll feel amazing and then others I’ll be really, really conscious of myself.
"Sometimes I don’t even want to take pictures with fans, it’s just a battle I’m having with myself."
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