‘Humiliated’ Chanelle Hayes reveals she begged boyfriend Ryan Oates not to dump her and blames herself for the split two months after baby Frankie was born
The reality star and her ex welcomed their first child, Frankie, in August
HEARTBROKEN Chanelle Hayes has candidly talked about the breakdown of her relationship to boyfriend Ryan Oates.
Speaking about their sudden split just weeks after the birth of their baby son, the Big Brother star, 30, explained she "begged" him to stay after he told her he was walking out on her.
Sitting down with to talk about the breakdown of her relationship with the PE teacher, whom she welcomed a son with in August, Chanelle said she's been left with "no self-respect".
The reality star says Ryan made it clear he was only walking out on her, but intends to stick by their baby, Frankie, and her son from another relationship, Blakely, six.
Asked if she tried to change his mind, she admitted: "I've got no self-respect left in my body. I've begged so much it's embarrassing. I just feel humiliated."
The former lads mag model - who the Sun Online yesterday revealed is working to shed four stone - explained she even booked them away on a weekend away to sort things out, however, nothing helped.
"I just think I really don't make him happy and he just doesn't want to be with me," she added. "That's all he's said. I'll always love him, so I'm not going to start mud-slinging."
Still coming to terms with the split, Chanelle says she "just didn't see it coming" - though she's certain there's no one else involved.
Trying to explain why Ryan left, she said: "It's not been easy since we've had the baby. We've been sleep-deprived, we've both been snappy with each other. Maybe it's just easier to walk away?"
Earlier this month, devastated Chanelle took to Twitter to tell followers that the 18-month relationship with the PE teacher was over just weeks after she gave birth to their son.
She claimed: "When @RyanJOates drops your child off and you basically beg him to sort your family out but he tells you his family&friends have told him he should have left me even sooner than he did! What a lovely bunch of people."
When fans reacted and said they were sad to hear about the split, she added: "We’ve not split up, he has walked out on me. Nothing mutual about it x."
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