HEARTBROKEN Katie Price spoke on live TV for the first time today of her devastation at her sex addict husband Kieran Hayler cheating again.
Katie, 39, revealed to The Sun at the weekend that Kieran had embarked on a year-long affair with their children’s nanny Nikki Brown and today shared her dismay on Loose Women.
A shell-shocked, Katie said: “Our marriage was perfect, our sex life was perfect, our family life was perfect.
“There are other things that will also come out, so here I am again.
“When someone stabs a knife in the first time and then they twist it - the first time I was literally distraught.
“I suppose this time, was I expecting it to happen again, was my guard up? Because I’m acting completely different this time.
“My kids are older, they know what’s going on, and for me, work is work, I actually love coming to work, that takes your mind off it.
“He needs to get help, he knows he needs to get help, it’s not normal behaviour what he’s doing, especially when you’re in a happy marriage.”
The mum-of-five went on to explain how his betrayal stung all the more because it was once again with someone she knows.
“It’s people close to me, you employ someone to look after your children, and be at home with your family and then find out what they’re doing behind your back.
“It’s like, when I come home is it all fake? I’m just shocked.
“Kieran is absolutely devastated, he doesn’t want to lose me, but he’s got an addiction he has.”
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She added: “There’s no future for us at the moment, he needs to get help.”
Explaining what her 30-year-old husband goes through when he cheats on her, Katie revealed he can’t stop himself.
“He knows he’s got a problem,” she said.
“He says when it happens he can’t stop it, he knows it’s wrong but he can’t stop it.”
Katie went back to how this echoes his affair with her friend Jane Poultney in 2014, and said: “I’m so shocked it’s happened again.
I’m so shocked it’s someone who I let in my house with my kids, cuddling my kids.
“I’m having to go home and go, ‘Really?’ because it’s in my house again, that’s why I had to leave my last house as he did it all over the house.
“I know he’s sorry and he’s upset but he still did it, he still hurt me again and I can’t just draw a line under it.
"He needs to [have therapy], but he has to do it on his own accord, I tried my hardest the first time, but how many times do you forgive someone?
“I don’t need to deserve to be hurt and be betrayed.
“What is it with these women around me? They can say no.”
Katie went on to describe how Kieran starts his affairs.
“He’ll send messages to people – I didn’t even know he was messaging people behind my back, but anyway, he’ll message, and it’ll get to a point and he’ll send a message like, ‘Oh you know you fancy me really’, as a joke to see their reaction back.
“And from their reaction back he knows if he can manipulate them.
“I mean it’s clever, he’ll admit it. He can’t help himself.”
It’s not just Katie who’s been hurt by his actions, she also revealed the knock on effect on her five children that live with the couple, two of which, Jett and Bunny are his.
She said: “It’s the children, you know, I’ve got two young children with him, they adore us both.
“Junior and Princess adore him, and then there’s Harvey, and I said to him, ‘It’s not just me, look at these poor kids, what do they deserve?’
“He was taking Junior to football on Tuesday, he was going to adopt Harvey, I want him to still do the stuff with the kids he was going to do before, because why should they suffer?
“Whatever happens I still want to be involved with the kids.”
She added: “Yet again I’m going to go through all this heartbreak again, it’s just not fair, I know I didn’t deserve it.”
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