TOWIE'S Gemma Collins broke down in tears after admitting she didn't get pregnant from a one night stand with co-star James Argent.
Gemma revealed earlier this week she secretly hoped to get pregnant from their tryst after she didn't use protection.
During Wednesday night's episode, Gemma, 36, revealed the intricacies of what went on with Arg, 29, in Marbella in October.
Speaking to pals Bobby Norris, Chloe Sims and Georgia Kousoulou, Gemma admitted she was devastated to find she wasn't pregnant as she'd been feeling "so f***ing unfulfilled".
She said: "I was scared. I thought, 'Who would I leave everything to? I was really s****ed up. I don't get like that.
"You could have 50 men pointing guns at me and I'd fight them off but it was that awful moment where I thought it's actually just me.
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"If I don't have a boyfriend, how am I gonna have a baby? It made me feel unfulfilled."
"When we were in Marbella, I had a one-night-stand with someone we all know. You were in the bath Bobby (when Arg burst in) but it's fine because he had his hand over my mouth.
"I didn't get the contraceptive pill because I'm at that age now."
She then broke down in tears saying: "When I came on my period, I thought 'I haven't had a baby0. I'm feeling f***ing pressure. I feel so unfulfilled. It's like I have a sign. 'Come and rinse me, come and break me, come and drain my bank account'.
Chloe Sims, who is a single mother to 12-year-old daughter Madison, told Gemma: "Listening to your conversation you sound nuts.
"A baby will not fulfil you. If you're not fulfilled in your heart, bringing another human into the world will not fix that."
Her revelation divided viewers with some feeling sorry for her while others said it was unfair on Arg to "trap him".
Speaking on Loose Women last week, Gemma confirmed she is planning to freeze her eggs so she can one day start the family she’s always dreamed of.
She said: “I’m 36, I haven’t met the love of my life. I feel so unfulfilled at 36 not having a child.
“Do I wait for a man or do what I have done and put my eggs on freeze and hope he comes along?
“And if not, I can have one anyway.”
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