Bianca Gascoigne’s ex boyfriend CJ Meeks says he feels SICK amid rumours CBB censored sex scenes with Jamie O’Hara in the toilet after Jedward reveal there’s ‘condoms missing’
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BIANCA Gascoigne's heartbroken ex boyfriend CJ Meeks has revealed he "feels sick" at the thought of the model having sex with Jamie O'Hara on Celebrity Big Brother.
The pair were caught on camera in the bathroom together, with loud kissing sounds coming through the door, but as yet viewers don't know if it went beyond that.
And asked by The Sun Online what he thought of the claims, Bianca's now-ex cagefighter CJ admitted it made him feel "sick".
"Really? That is horrible, it makes me feel sick. If you'd told me that five days ago I'd probably have not stopped crying," he said.
"I'm done. I'm gone. In a way I've had a lucky escape. Sex in a toilet? It's disgusting. Have a bit of respect for yourself. She's meant to be a woman not 12.
"I don't know this horrible side, I fell in love with the B I knew."
According to , bosses are censoring a large chunk of the action due to its graphic nature, and leading the way are divisive twins Jedward.
While the twins may be at the centre of controversy, they also uncovered a scandal when they revealed that Jamie and Bianca may have had sex in the toilet, stating: “There are condoms missing.”
It comes after CJ was pictured moving his belongings out of their home, as Bianca revealed she's mourning the loss of Jamie from the house, after he was evicted on Sunday night.
The star opened up to Big Brother in the Diary Room today.
She said: "Obviously I know where he is usually in the house... Even him just walking past and grabbing my shoulders, it's just weird that that's not happened today.
"It feels a lot emptier in the house. I didn't want to believe it at first I was in utter shock, I thought 'no, he's going to be in another room and we're going to be seeing him soon', but as the day went on I realised he has been evicted and it sucks that he had to leave that way!"
CJ said: "People say I won't have closure as we haven't spoken but you've just cheated on me on national television so what is there to say to you?...
"To ask someone questions you have to want to know the answer and I don't want to know.
"I've been given my answer. I'm better than that and I'm gone, it's as simple as that.
"I'm trying to keep hold of the tiny shred of dignity that I have left because I have been humiliated in front of my friends and family because I've had my heart ripped out."
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CJ insists he has seen another side to Bianca since she has been in CBB, and now believes he does not know her at all.
He added: "I've lost my best friend... I live a normal life, I'm not a showbiz person I'm just a cagefighter and personal trainer and I didn't want any of this...
"It's like I didn't know her - the person I loved and treated like a princess and cared for... she was my B....
"But this girl who had a drink I've never seen before and that came out on TV."
CJ admits he was "head over heels" for the star, and after just four dates he took Bianca to Dubai and told her he loved her. They have been inseparable ever since.
The couple, who met just before Christmas 2015, and have lived together for five months, were planning a holiday in Dubai after CBB - and even their engagement.
CJ told The Sun Online exclusively that he won't be waiting for Bianca once she is evicted and he is cutting all contact with her.
Fighting back tears, CJ admitted he’d been saving "for a while" to buy Bianca the engagement ring of her dreams, and after finding their dream home, he had no reason to believe she wasn’t happy.
He added: "Bianca was always asking me, ‘Where’s my ring?’ Lots of our friends were getting engaged and I had it all ready for her. I said when she came home to me the diamond was waiting for her – that was the plan."
But watching Bianca get drunk and disappear into the toilets for a kiss with Jamie was like "torture" and he is adamant their romance is now over for good.