Bianca Gascoigne’s boyfriend CJ Meeks has a heartbreaking final message for her following affair with Jamie O’Hara
BIANCA Gascoigne's heartbroken boyfriend CJ Meeks has delivered a final message to the Celebrity Big Brother star for when she gets out of the house - declaring he has nothing left to say to her after she humiliated him on national television and 'ripped his heart out.'
The cagefighter has been left devastated by Bianca's affair with Jamie O'Hara and says he doesn't want to hear what she's got to say and 'doesn't want to know' the answers - but he does have a final message for her.
CJ has delivered a heartbreaking final message to Bianca to explain exactly why he won't ever speak to her again.
The UFC star had been planning to propose, but his wedding dreams have now been shattered.
He feels "humiliated" by the betrayal and has no plans to confront her.
CJ said: "People say I won't have closure as we haven't spoken but you've just cheated on me on national television so what is there to say to you?...
"To ask someone questions you have to want to know the answer and I don't want to know.
"I've been given my answer. I'm better than that and I'm gone, it's as simple as that.
"I'm trying to keep hold of the tiny shred of dignity that I have left because I have been humiliated in front of my friends and family because I've had my heart ripped out."
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CJ insists he has seen another side to Bianca since she has been in CBB, and now believes he does not know her at all.
He added: "I've lost my best friend... I live a normal life, I'm not a showbiz person I'm just a cagefighter and personal trainer and I didn't want any of this...
"It's like I didn't know her - the person I loved and treated like a princess and cared for... she was my B....
"But this girl who had a drink I've never seen before and that came out on TV."
CJ admits he was "head over heels" for the star, and after just four dates he took Bianca to Dubai and told her he loved her. They have been inseparable ever since.
The couple, who met just before Christmas 2015, and have lived together for five months, were planning a holiday in Dubai after CBB - and even their engagement.
CJ told The Sun Online exclusively that he won't be waiting for Bianca once she is evicted and he is cutting all contact with her.
Fighting back tears, CJ admitted he’d been saving "for a while" to buy Bianca the engagement ring of her dreams, and after finding their dream home, he had no reason to believe she wasn’t happy.
He added: "Bianca was always asking me, ‘Where’s my ring?’ Lots of our friends were getting engaged and I had it all ready for her. I said when she came home to me the diamond was waiting for her – that was the plan."
But watching Bianca get drunk and disappear into the toilets for a kiss with Jamie was like "torture" and he is adamant their romance is now over for good.