KATIE Price has slammed her three marriages and said she's not even sure if Peter Andre loved her when they tied the knot.
The former glamour model, 45, blasted all her ex-husbands for driving her to therapy, describing them as "rebound relationships" and "rehearsals".
Katie added that she longs for the first man who might treat her romantically by booking a surprise meal, bringing home an unexpected gift, or even just suggesting they go shopping.
She first married singer Peter in 2005 after splitting from ex-footballer Dwight Yorke, the father of her oldest child Harvey.
They had children Junior, 18, and Princess, 16, but divorced in 2009.
In 2010, she married MMA fighter and actor Alex Reid, but they'd split after 11 months and later divorced.
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Then in 2013, she tied the knot a third time with Kieran Hayler, with whom she had Jett, ten, and Bunny, nine.
After a turbulent relationship in 2018, Katie said she was starting divorce proceedings over an extramarital affair, and the following year she announced she was engaged to Kris Boyson, but they split a month later.
Talking to Grace Dent about her marriages on the podcast, Katie said: "Rebounds and rebounds. I don't call them real marriages - they're rehearsals."
Asked if her marriage to Peter was real, she replied: "If you knew what I knew, all I can say on that is if you read my mum's book because I've sort of been gagged, so I have to be careful what I say."
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In her mother Amy's book, she alleges Peter got together with Katie to revive his career - something he strongly denied, and at one time said he was considering legal action over.
Katie continued: "If you read my mum's book, my mum hasn't been gagged and there's loads of TikToks that are about now, about how he was with me.
"Was he in love with me? I don't actually know now. I don't know if it was all fake, I don't know, But I was in love with him.
"I'm exhausted with relationships because I feel I give, I give, I give, and then they don't like it because I'm independent, don't need to rely on them.
"That's just my defence mechanism, I've got five kids, I will never rely on any man to be a father figure or pay for my kids.
"I don't want anyone to pay for me. I'm like it's a defence thing. It's like a pride thing for me.
"I'm independent. But all I want from a man is loyalty, love, and just let me do my job without moaning and bring me down about what I do or where I go.
"Because I am a people person and some men don't like it, a lot of them, most of them.
"I've never had a man that spoilt me as in taking me shopping. Never.
"You hear like 'My man bought me these shoes,' or this, or paid for me to go on holiday. I'm like 'What? Where do you find these men?'
"I've never found any man who would just randomly say, 'Let's go shopping,' or come home with a bottle of perfume."
Asked if a man has ever surprised her saying he'd booked a restaurant table for two, she replied: "No. 'Get ready and go?' No. It would be nice. Never had it."
But Katie said she's keen to have more children if she finds true love.
She confessed: "I want more. My eggs are getting old. I'm not done. If I could adopt I would but I can't in this country because I've got too many to start with."
Asked how many children she'd like, she said: "As many as I can have - that is the absolute truth. It's mad isn't it.
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"If I walked in my house one day and no-one's in the house I don't know what I'd do with myself."
The Sun has contacted Peter's reps for comment.