Danielle Lloyd admits she considered suicide after taking drugs and drinking heavily following violent relationships and nearly being sexually assaulted at 13
The former WAG has opened up about her wilder partying days and the moment she realised she'd hit rock bottom
DANIELLE Lloyd has admitted she considered suicide after spiralling in to taking drugs and drinking heavily to cope with her troubled past.
The former Miss Great Britain star, 33, was left battling insecurities following a troubled childhood, a series of violent relationships, and almost being sexually assaulted at the age of 13.
Now she has opened up about the time she hit rock bottom, and said she attempted to cope with her problems by taking drugs - something she's never openly admitted to before.
Speaking during an upcoming appearance on Channel 5 show In Therapy, Danielle said: "It was a terrible time.
"I began partying all the time. I was drinking taking drugs. I've always turned to drink to deal with my emotions.
"I woke up one day after a really heavy night of drinking and drugs and I thought: 'I can't do this anymore'. I thought about jumping off my balcony."
Danielle's insecurities first began at school when she was subjected to cruel bullying and made to feel like an "outcast" by other girls her age.
And she insisted while she appears confident on TV and in the headlines, it's "all an act really and inside I'm really hurting".
The show sees Danielle open up about the moment she was almost sexually assaulted at the age of 13, before suffering a string of violent relationships in her teenage years.
Recalling the terrifying moment, Danielle described how she went on a school ski trip at the age of 13, adding: "We were all out for dinner one night and I went to the toilet and the ski instructor tried to sexually assault me."
The former model admitted she even felt she "deserved it" at the time, and it sparked many of her insecurities in the years after.
Danielle went on to suffer in a series of violent relationships, and describes one of her exes even throwing CHAIRS over her head.
She eventually found happiness with footballer Jamie O'Hara and they married in 2011, but just three years later Danielle divorced the hunk amid cheating claims.
Despite entering and going on to win Miss Great Britain in 2006, Danielle turned to plastic surgery, no longer happy with the way she looked.
The star has had everything from Botox to several boob jobs, one of which left her fighting for her life.
Danielle has since moved on with Michael O'Neill, as the pair announced their engagement following six months of dating.
If you have been affected by any of the issues in this story please contact the Samaritans on this free phone number, 116 123 (UK) or email jo@samaritans.org.
- In Therapy: Danielle Lloyd airs January 25 on Channel 5