Celebrity Big Brother’s Coleen Nolan admits sadness as she reveals her marriage troubles aren’t all her husband’s fault
CELEBRITY Big Brother star Coleen Nolan has opened up about her troubled marriage, declaring the problems aren't all her husband's fault.
The TV presenter also admitted she is having a "midlife crisis" as she attempts to save her relationship with Ray Fensome.
She is currently starring in the reality TV show, and she has been talking to the other housemates about her problems at home.
During tonight's episode of Big Brother’s Bit On The Side, Coleen admits the blame can be shared equally and she is now "questioning everything".
She got personal during a candid chat with James J in the kitchen.
Coleen told him: "I do think I’m having a midlife crisis, I don’t think it’s all him.
"I’m questioning everything - am I happy? I’m not putting all the blame on him. It’s just really sad.”
It comes after she opened up about her marriage woes in an emotional episode of In Therapy.
Coleen spoke about the troubles in her second marriage, admitting she is save the relationship despite their troubles.
She burst into tears as she spoke about her love for Ray and their arguments, saying: “I don’t want it to fail again…
“I really love him but I always feel like I’m having a go at him… That’s horrible.
We have a row and I walk out and it drives him mental. I don’t feel happy sometimes, and I have this thing in me...
"I can’t be bothered facing it and I can’t be bothered sorting this out."
"I can’t bare the thought of someone staying with me if they’re not happy – [if he leaves] I’ll get over it."
She also insisted she does not want to leave her husband because they have lost the spark and he "doesn't hold my hand any more".
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Coleen also spoke about her first marriage, to EastEnders star Shane Richie.
The union crumbled after she caught the actor having an affair, and she declared she felt delighted to finally find proof of the infidelity as he spent so long lying to her.
She said: "He was so brilliant at convincing me I was wrong...
"He would look me right in the eyes... and convince me I was wrong. He made me feel paranoid.
"I remember that feeling of elation when I found out [he was having an affair].. I went 'Yes! I knew it...'
"It was a feeling of euphoria before the absolute devastation hit me – he still convinced me to stay."
Coleen entered the Celebrity Big Brother house this week without her wedding ring after admitting her marriage is in crisis.
It was previously reported the 51-year-old had signed up for the show as a “trial separation” from Ray.
After signing up for the All Stars series, a show insider told the Daily Star: “Everyone is a bit shocked but Coleen has said she will do it.
“It’s a delicate time so after Christmas she might change her mind but she’s very much on board.”
Celebrity Big Brother All Stars vs New Stars kicked off on Tuesday with an explosive line-up.