CHARLOTTE Crosby broke down in tears as she revealed the real reason for her Geordie Shore exit.
Reality star Charlotte quit the MTV show "forever" following a huge row during filming for the new series.
The 33-year-old dramatically left Cyprus - where the cast were shooting - after just two days this summer.
She had brought her boyfriend Jake Ankers and their daughter Alba, now 10 months, out on the filming trip - which she admits now was a bad decision.
Insisting there's no going back for her, Charlotte began bawling on her podcast.
She said: "It just ended up going so terribly wrong. I don't know why but the whole series, I later discovered, was a bit weird.
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"I'm sad for loads of reasons. I'm sad that I took Alba and Jake, my family, into a show that I loved so much and it went so badly wrong.
"I feel like I could cry talking about it. I felt an immense amount of guilt for not knowing better. I just thought we were going to have such a good time."
While Charlotte didn't name anybody, she revealed it was an argument with one or more members of the cast that sent her packing.
She continued, "There was a silly argument, over a high chair of all things, that escalated. And I just left.
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"I just needed to get out of that environment. I'd never raised my voice in front of Alba ever, and I did in this argument, and I was like, 'Oh God, I feel absolutely terrible.' I've never gotten that angry and wound up."
Beginning to cry, she added: "As a mam, you feel so guilty. I was riddled with guilt. I felt anxious, I felt guilty. I think in the weeks I came out of the show I just felt awful. I was so worried. Had I made a bad decision going in there with my family?
"For that reason, I definitely don't think I could be involved going forward again, which is so sad. It's not because of any particular person, and it's not because I wouldn't go back because I don't want to be with them."
The Sun revealed in May that Charlotte had sensationally quit filming in Cyprus and flown home.
We also told how the entire cast had divided in two following their biggest-ever row - with the stars at odds like never before.
Back in February The Sun revealed that Geordie Shore had been axed after 12 years, with the series currently shooting planned to be the last.
A source said: “MTV chiefs have decided the time has come to call it a day on Geordie Shore.
“The already commissioned series, which is the show's 24th, will go ahead with filming kicking off this weekend and the reunion will go ahead as planned later this summer.
"But once those have been filmed MTV have decided to rest the series and will not be commissioning any more."