JADE Goody's son Bobby Brazier has told how he breaks down in tears watching videos of his late mum.
The model, 18, lost his mum to cervical cancer in 2009 when he was just five-years-old.
The youngster recently opened up about what his life has been like without his mum in his first ever interview.
Bobby recently told : “I’m always being told that she’s a hero and that she was funny and that people see me in her on a daily basis, which is nice.
“I’m lucky that [her life was] kind of public, because it means that I can watch videos when I’m feeling strong enough to watch videos.
"But sometimes I can’t. I will cry if I do.”
More on Bobby Brazier
He added: "I feel like it’s unfair.
“I miss what could’ve been. I hear all the time she was such a presence, that she was one of a kind.
"What hurts most is that it wasn’t just losing anyone, it was losing Jade.
“I just would’ve loved to have seen what other people had seen.”
His words come days after Bobby and his younger brother Freddie paid tribute to their late mum on the 13th anniversary of her death.
Most read in Showbiz
Jade sadly passed away on 22 March 2009, just one month after she had tied the knot with Jack Tweed.
Bobby, Jade’s oldest son with ex Jeff Brazier, shared a tribute to Jade posting a picture of her alongside a series of pink hearts.
Read More on The Sun
He wrote: "There’s birth and there’s death but life is eternal. Energy cannot be created nor destroyed.
"She’s left her human form. She’s home. That’s the way it goes. God bless her, my nan and my brother."
We pay for your stories!
Do you have a story for The Sun Showbiz team?
Email [email protected] or call us direct on 0207 782 4220 .
We pay for videos too. Click here to upload yours.