Vogue Williams says memory of first marriage to Brian McFadden makes her feel ‘a little bit sick in my mouth’

VOGUE Williams got very real about her ill-fated marriage to Brian McFadden - and wants to wipe it from her memory completely.

The Irish presenter, 34, opened up about her relationship with the Westlife singer and says it makes her feel a "little bit sick in my mouth".

Speaking on her new podcast with husband Spencer Matthews called Spencer and Vogue, she said she wanted to forget her time with Brian ever happened.

The conversation came up when Spencer, 32, revealed an unusual habit of his, which is checking their safe every day.

"Well you were married," he told Vogue.

"Every time I go into the safe by the way I have to see your marriage certificates because like we needed them for a mortgage and I just have to look at them.

"Like what the f*** is this crap? And it is unearthed every single time I look in the safe, which is most days."

Vogue then made the startling confession to reassure her new husband of two years.

“I’m so glad I don’t have to look at the safe. Sometimes I forget it ever happened.

"Let’s bin that one, it makes me feel a little bit sick in my mouth."

The model married Brian, 40, in a lavish Italian ceremony in 2012 but they separated in 2015, with their divorce being finalised in 2017.

She then wed former Made In Chelsea star Spencer in 2018 and they have two children together - Theodore, two, and one-month-old daughter, Gigi.

The married couple went on to discuss their dating history and both admitted they were "embarrassed" about who they'd previously been in relationships with.

“I can’t say I’ve ever been massively sad about a breakup either. I was more embarrassed," Vogue said.

Spencer was more shy about opening up about his past: “I don’t think we really need to go into each other’s exes, especially from where you are sat.";

Their new podcast comes just days after Vogue shut down rumours she was lined up to replace Holly Willoughby on Celebrity Juice.

Speaking on Loose Women, Vogue said: “I would absolutely love the job but it’s definitely just a rumour.”

“I haven’t got that job but I would like it, put in a good word for me okay.”

An insider previously told The Sun on Sunday: “The pull for Vogue is that she has this aspirational home life with Spencer and the kids but on Celebrity Juice she would show off a side of her you don’t see.

"Like Holly, Vogue is the perfect role model but then on Celebrity Juice you would see her getting up to all sorts of things.”

Holly quit the show after 12 years in May this year so she can spend more time with her family.

Vogue is also a doting mum and opened up about her family life following the birth of her second baby, Gigi Margaux.

She said: “We loved spending a lot of time together in lockdown, we love staying at home.

“We don’t really like going out too often and being pregnant there is not much to do anyway because you kind of feel awful for most of the time.

“It was really lovely getting to spend that extra time with Theodore before Gigi arrived, everyday all day we spent our time together.”

She added: “I don’t really have that much time to go out and socialise, I think that’s the part of our life that takes a hit, it’s a hard balance every day.”