Hailey Baldwin admits Justin Bieber was a ‘f***boy’ and she worried about getting back together with him
HAILEY Baldwin admitted she had "doubts" about reconciling with Justin Bieber in 2018 because he used to be a "f***boy."
The model, 23, talked about why she reunited with her after their split in 2016, in the first episode of the couple's new Facebook Watch series, The Biebers On Watch.
Justin and called it quits in March 2018 and two months later, he was back on with Hailey.
Justin proposed to Hailey in July 2018 in the Bahamas and they married in a secret courthouse ceremony several months later, before and friends in September 2019.
Hailey talked about their break between 2016 and 2018, saying it was the "best thing" for their relationship in the end.
She said: "When I looked back on it, it was the best thing that we took time apart and had time to do our own thing. I did a lot of work by myself and on my own before we got together.
"I think that one thing that's really important is that from the time you and I ended and were not on good terms, I was on my own essentially.
"I didn't just throw myself into a relationship, throw myself into something else to try to... distract myself and forget. I didn't search for somebody to take your place and take another relationship or fill a void in that way."
Hailey admitted she dealt with some seriously negative emotions after their split.
"I really let myself feel the emotions I was feeling. It feels like grieving, it is grieving actually. You feel like you lose someone you really, really love and care about," she recalled.
'I just remember I cared about you so much that I was like, 'It doesn't even matter to me if he's in my life, in like, a romantic way. I just care about him so much that I want us to be in each other's lives and that be okay.'
"When I looked back on it, it was the best thing that we took time apart and had time to do our own thing. I felt like I found my footing in my career and on my own and as a young adult. I did a lot of work by myself and on my own before we got together."
For his part, Justin thanked Hailey for supporting him through his
The singer - who before Hailey - said: "I think the security marriage gives you is that you make a covenant before God to love that person for better or for worse, in sickness and in health.
"You've done amazing for me. You were there when I was really struggling. This season, I feel like I'm in the best place I've ever been.
"You and I are the closest we've ever been, it's really fun to experience new things with you, travel with you."
The first episode of The Biebers On Watch is available to stream on Facebook now.