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Last year, Amelia said in a personal essay for about recovering from an eating disorder she hasn't been able to bring herself to watch this footage yet.
The teen noted: "I just can’t relive it. I’ve come so far, and it would make me too sad to see how I used to act.
Amelia went on: "...If I’m being honest, if I hadn’t come out about my eating disorder when I did, I probably would have relapsed.
She said the year before she had been a bad place both "physically but also mentally."
"...I feel like sometimes people forget that just because your job involves being in front of the camera, doesn’t mean you can’t have bad days. We’re human. "
Amelia also shared her best advise for dealing with her weight issues is remembering "confidence is the most beautiful trait a person can have. It transcends weight, and size and social media filters.
"When you truly love yourself on the inside, the way you carry yourself is so different.
"I think that’s when the judgment stops—when they realize that nothing they can say about you or your body will make a difference."
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Amelia's sister Delilah Belle also sought treatment for anxiety and depression in rehab.
She admitted on Instagram in July 2019: “This time last year I was in rehabilitation.”
“I moved to New York to start my journey as a student at NYU.
"Not long after I moved to New York I began having terrible depression.
"I started attracting negative people into my life because my thoughts were so negative.”
If you or someone you know is affected by any of the issues raised in this story, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-TALK (8255) or text Crisis Text Line at 741741.