KHLOE Kardashian's ex-husband Lamar Odom had trouble holding back tears while detailing the toll his past drug use took on their marriage, during a preview of his new documentary.
The NBA got candid about his troubled past in the teaser of his upcoming Fox series, Lamar Odom: Sex, Drugs & Kardashians.
In the special, Lamar sat down with a TMZ reporter for an exclusive interview, explaining how his sex and cocaine addiction led to the demise of his relationship with Khloe.
"Drugs, that was my girlfriend. I had a wife, and I had cocaine," the Los Angeles Lakers alum admitted at the beginning of the clip.
The reporter then asked Lamar if Khloe, 38, was aware of his drug use at the time.
"For part of our marriage, I had to tell her. You can't hide that forever," he confessed.
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"She stood by you," the interviewer pointed out, causing Lamar to struggle to hold it together.
The basketball star put his head down and agreed: "Yeah, she did."
He then paused for several moments with his head in his hand, shielding his expression from the camera.
Eventually, Lamar regained his composure and admitted he put Khloe "through some s**t" throughout his addiction issues.
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Videos of the former couple appeared on the screen, showing the Good American founder looking solemn during their outings.
"The things that y'all think you know is crazy," Lamar continued. "But the stories that y'all don't know is like really crazy."
NEW SERIES
On Friday, Lamar announced his new project on Instagram by sharing a promotional poster for the series.
The image showed a close-up of the 43-year-old's face with Khloe in the background.
The retired power forward revealed that the series will premiere on Jan 2, 2023, and will air the following day on Hulu.
Reactions to the announcement were mixed in the post's comment section, with one person writing: "Get your money," while another fan commented: "I really hope you ain’t go out there and blast her."
The post was shared to a popular online thread, where fans rushed to share their opinions on the new show.
One person commented: "If didn't know a good thing till it’s gone was a person."
"He's gonna milk that s**t 30 years down the road," another fan claimed.
"He stay milking his relationship with Khloe like maybe you should [have] acted right when you had her," chimed one user.
A fourth fan stated: "Shouldn’t this special be called 'lies and prostitutes?' The title makes it seem like Lamar was the victim."
"I feel bad for Khloe, she really does have the worst exes," wrote a fifth.
While a final commenter added: "I feel like his intentions are never good."
RELATIONSHIP STRUGGLES
Khloe and Lamar were married for four years before their marriage fell apart.
Over the years, Lamar has apologized to Khloe several times, causing many to wonder what happened during their relationship.
The ex-lovebirds tied the knot exactly one month after they met at a party for the athlete's teammate Metta Sandiford-Artest.
At first, the celebrity pair were on top of the world and even got their own reality series, Khloe & Lamar, which ran from 2011 to 2012.
However, their whirlwind romance ended in 2013 when the Keeping Up with the Kardashians alum officially filed for divorce.
Their relationship ultimately fell apart due to Lamar's addiction struggles and rumored infidelity.
Speaking of his regret, Lamar told in 2019: "I wish I could have been more of a man. It still bothers me to this day. But regret is something we have to learn to live with."
In his memoir, he further detailed the breakdown of their marriage: "For a while, being with her was bliss, and I was the happiest I've ever been. We were one of the most famous couples in Hollywood, and we made more money together than we had individually."
MOVING ON
The pair's divorce was finalized in 2016, and Khloe moved on with Chicago Bulls alum Tristan Thompson, 31.
Khloe and Tristan share a 4-year-old daughter, True, and a 4-month-old son, though their romance fizzled after the Canada native had an affair with Maralee Nichols.
The 31-year-old fitness trainer gave birth to his son, Theo, in December of last year.
After news of the scandal broke, an insider disclosed to that Lamar "doesn't like Tristan and doesn't think he deserves Khloe."
And later, while promoting his stint on the third US season of Celebrity Big Brother, Lamar shared his hopes to reconnect with his ex-wife one day.
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"They asked me a lot about Khloe on this show," he confessed to .
"If I could be her friend, that would be a blessing. "It would be a blessing just to be in her presence, but I understand that s**t happened, and people move on in their lives."