'DARK TURN'
Swingers star Siobhan, 67, says she was gang raped at 17 leaving her scared to have sex until she was 57 years old
SWINGERS star Siobhan told how she was gang raped aged 17 - leaving her scared to have sex until she was 57 years old.
Viewers praised Siobhan for her brave admission in the Channel 4 documentary about the Liberty Elite swingers' club as she opened up about her horrific ordeal.
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Many of the Liberty Elite members described their reasons for turning to swinging, with most admitting they'd struggled to find happiness in a relationship.
But Siobhan, 67, said she had been put off sex for 40 years following the harrowing sexual assault that took place when she was a teenager.
She said: "I don't think I did like sex until I was 57. Being gang raped when I was 17 really didn't help. Got in with the wrong crowd, there were seven of them, they would take one of us into the wood and basically all rape us one by one. And then you'd go back and they'd take the next girl and do the same with her. You could fight and scream as mych as you want but you were in a wood and no one could hear.
"It screws you up and you learn not to trust men. You have all those feelings that you had when it was happening, anger, fear, pain, all of those and they stay with you.
"I became a Christian, I joined a local church, I didn't have sex for 40 years. I prayed, 'Dear God help me with this.' I got to the point where I thought, 'if there is a God, he doesn't give a s**t about me'."
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Earlier in the programme Siobhan had left viewers gobsmacked using X-rated language as she spoke of her insatiable sex drive and showed off her "playroom" and bag of sex toys.
Siobhan told filmmakers she was gifted flowers when a friend popped round to show her the size of his penis.
"The most sessions I've had in a day is probably three or four," Siobhan says in the documentary.
"One reason why I may not have married is I think I may get bored just with one person."
Her "playroom" has floral bedsheets and looks like a normal spare room with violet painted walls and teddy bears on the bed.
There, she has as many as eight men in their 20s over for debauched orgies.
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"When I first did this I couldn’t believe a twenty-year-old would want to have sex with a sixty something year old, but they do, and I’m happy to oblige," she says.
She adds: “Swinging is very empowering. I’m in charge of my life, and swinging is part of that life. The main thing is being in control of my sex life."
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A camera crew filmed an evening at the Liberty Elite club where Siobhan enjoyed the company of the Martin and Manika.
But she left without having sex and admitted: "I don't think I'll get any action tonight. Sometimes it happens and sometimes it doesn't."
She told viewers she was happy with her life, and her gravestone should be inscribed with the words: "She shagged till the very end."
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