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CHARLES RAE

‘Golden ray of light landed on Princess Di’s coffin’, says former Sun Royal Correspondent who tells of sorrow at Westminster Abbey at her funeral

I WAS sitting two rows behind the Fayeds facing towards where the Royal Family, led by the Queen, would sit.

All around were the most famous of faces, but Diana, even in death, was a bigger star than the others put together.

 Diana's hearse at Buckingham Palace
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Diana's hearse at Buckingham PalaceCredit: Rex Features
 Britain lost a great ambassador when Princess Diana died, says Charles Rae
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Britain lost a great ambassador when Princess Diana died, says Charles RaeCredit: News Group Newspapers Ltd

All eyes were on the royals, particularly William, then 15, and Harry, 12.

William has the same distinctive characteristic of his mother, lowering his head while his eyes gaze nervously everywhere.

Every so often he raised a finger to his furrowed brow, a Royal Family trait of hiding their true emotions – but there was no disguising his torment.

Harry could hardly take his eyes off his mother’s coffin as he sat just six feet away.

He tried to hide his grief but it was when Sir Elton John sang his reworked version of Candle In The Wind that Harry finally gave up his attempts at self-control.

As Elton sang the line, “Your candle’s burned out long before your legend ever will”, Harry buried his face in his hands.

 The message 'Mummy' for Princess Diana stands on her coffin
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The message 'Mummy' for Princess Diana stands on her coffinCredit: EPA
 Flowers left outside Kensington Palace in 1997 after Princess Diana's death
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Flowers left outside Kensington Palace in 1997 after Princess Diana's deathCredit: Rex Features
 The Princes leaving flowers for their mother
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The Princes leaving flowers for their motherCredit: News Group Newspapers Ltd
 The princes walking behind Diana's coffin and they later said it was one of the hardest things they have ever done
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The princes walking behind Diana's coffin and they later said it was one of the hardest things they have ever doneCredit: Getty - Contributor
 Hundreds of thousands came to see Diana's hearse go by
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Hundreds of thousands came to see Diana's hearse go byCredit: Rex Features

Then came probably the most uncomfortable moment for the royals and the press, when her brother Charles Spencer delivered his eulogy.

Once he had finished his, at times devastating, address, there was a moment of silence.

It was suddenly broken by a sound, which I first thought was rain hitting the roof, despite the bright sunshine outside.

It was a ripple of applause, which started outside from the crowds and grew and grew until it was a thunder that spread into the abbey as mourners joined in.

 Princess Diana was known as a style icon
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Princess Diana was known as a style iconCredit: News Group Newspapers Ltd
 Princess Diana covering her hair in Pakistan
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Princess Diana covering her hair in PakistanCredit: News Group Newspapers Ltd
 After the funeral I finally found a corner to cry in as it was my turn to grieve, says Sun writer
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After the funeral I finally found a corner to cry in as it was my turn to grieve, says Sun writerCredit: News Group Newspapers Ltd

William and Harry clapped, too, unlike their father.

At the end, as we rose in the abbey to hear the Dean of Westminster “commend our sister Diana to the mercy of God”, a single golden sunbeam came through a window high in the vaulted nave and landed on

Diana’s coffin – even to the end she was still in the spotlight.

 Prince Harry lost control of his emotion after Elton John played 'Candle In The Wind'
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Prince Harry lost control of his emotion after Elton John played 'Candle In The Wind'Credit: AFP - Getty
 Welsh Guardsmen escort the coffin of the Princess of Wale through the streets of London
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Welsh Guardsmen escort the coffin of the Princess of Wale through the streets of LondonCredit: AP:Associated Press
 Her coffin was draped of the Royal Standard
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Her coffin was draped of the Royal StandardCredit: AFP - Getty

I have been seen by many as a hard-nut journalist and a tough Scot brought up on the mean streets of Glasgow – a reputation of which I am not ashamed.

But I had barely gone 200 yards when I found a quiet corner and I cried.

The enormity of what had happened in the last terrible seven days had finally caught up with me. It was my turn to grieve for Diana.

Despite her flaws, Britain lost a great ambassador on that dreadful night and we also lost a friend, whether we met her or not.

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