AN OnlyFans model spoke about her heartbreak and called 2022 the "toughest year possible" just days before she died.
Rachel Mee, 25, also told how she "lost myself but found my old self" this year and was "grateful for those around" her.
The influencer, from Newcastle, passed away this week just days before her son Kyro's first Christmas. Close friend Claire Robinson said she "lost her battle with the pressures of this world".
Mum-of-one Rachel told her 40,000 Instagram followers earlier this month: "2022..the year I created life. Lost myself but found my old self.
"Dealt with heartbreak. Learnt I'm stronger than I ever knew.
"Grateful for the opportunity and new friendships. Grateful for those around me through the toughest year possible."
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Heartbreaking video has also emerged of the loving mum playing at the beach with her son, who was born in March.
And in February, just before her son was born, she posted a picture of her with her own mum who passed away last year.
She wrote: "Hoping to be half the mother you were to me. I really wish you were here to see your grandson coming into the world."
On her mum’s birthday in October she said: "I miss you every day. My best friend, my rock, rest easy Mam."
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Her cause of death is unconfirmed, but Claire said: "Rachel sadly lost her battle with the pressures of this world.
"We are all so saddened with this devastating news, how this world has failed such a beautiful young girl and how she felt she had no other option [than] to no longer be here.
"Leaving behind her beautiful little boy who she adored with all her heart.
"We feel if we can raise some funds for Kyro's future just to take a little stress away from Rachel's family and to help in some way.
"Or to even give Kyro a little head start in life raising some funds in memory of his beautiful mummy."
EastEnders actress Daniella Westbrook, 49, wrote: "Rest with angels you beautiful soul."
Devastated fans have also left tributes online. Helen wrote: "Devastating to hear. Oh Rachel RIP my gorgeous girl - the world will be less colourful without you."
Another said: "This is the saddest news. Rachel, I hope you'll finally find peace. You will be missed."
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A fan named Lauren added: "I am in tears. Rest in peace you beautiful soul and may God look after your baby.
"Keep him safe, healthy and blessed forever amen."
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