'I FELT I WAS A FAILED ANOREXIC'

Severely anorexic student who weighed just 5st 10lbs was refused treatment because her BMI wasn’t low enough

Lorna Beattie was surviving on 200 calories a day when she went to her GP for help

A SEVERELY anorexic student has spoken out after being told by her GP that she 'was not thin enough' to get treatment - even though she was eating the calorific equivalent of a few pieces of fruit a day.

Former St Andrew's University student Lorna Beattie was 18 years old and surviving on just 200 calories a day when she went to her GP for help.

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Lorna Beattie was a student at St. Andrew's University when she developed the illnessCredit: SWNS:South West News Service
She then dropped out and spent just over five months on a psychiatric wardCredit: SWNS:South West News Service

But after being told she was not thin enough, she says she was made to feel like a "failed anorexic" - prompting her to lose even more weight, dropping to dangerous 5st 10lb.

She then spent around five months on a general psychiatric ward as she struggled to recover from her illness.

Lorna explained: "If the doctor had helped back then I wouldn't have been through the pain I have been through, and it would have cost the NHS a lot less as I took up a hospital bed for almost half a year.

"My mum had encouraged me to go to the doctor as she could see that I was really ill.

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"When I finally went for help it was such a big deal.

"My BMI was 18.1, which is the higher end of underweight, and the GP just said there was not much he could do to help me.

Lorna's GP told her he could not treat her - only monitor herCredit: SWNS:South West News Service
At the time, Lorna was exercising for three hours a day and eating just 200 caloriesCredit: SWNS:South West News Service
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"The GP said 'imagine you're at the top of a hill; we can't stop you rolling down, but we can help you get back up'.

"He said my BMI was not low enough for me to be considered anorexic.

"But I was exercising a lot, so all I had left was muscle which weighs more than fat, so in fact later on in the hospital the nurses said I was worse than they first thought."

Lorna claims the GP said he could monitor her, so she frequently went to the surgery to be weighed - trying to get thinner each time.

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The student added: "I went back for regular weigh-ins, but I deliberately lost weight for each one.

"When you have anorexia you don't think much of yourself anyway, and when I heard what the GP said it made me feel like I was a 'failed anorexic'.

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"So I lost more weight until I felt like I was 'successful' enough."

Healthy Lorna had weighed around eight-and-a-half stone, but the "depressed" first-year university student kept exercising for up to three hours a day - while eating as little as 200 calories.

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Lorna dropped out of the top university and went home to Glasgow, where she was admitted to hospital.

The teenager celebrated her 19th birthday on a general psychiatric ward with just four eating disorder beds - surrounded by adults with a range of serious mental illnesses.

She said: "I was terrified. It was the worst experience of my life.

"There were a big variety of people - some were schizophrenic, others had alcohol issues or depression.

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"Sometimes the people could be aggressive, though not in an extreme way."

Lorna was kept inside for most of her time in the psychiatric unitCredit: SWNS:South West News Service
She is now campaigning for a specialist eating disorders unit to be opened in GlasgowCredit: SWNS:South West News Service

Lorna was kept inside for most of the five months and was only allowed to walk for 15 minutes at a time.

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Now 20 - and a happy and thriving Geography student at the University of Glasgow - Lorna is campaigning for the city to have its own specialist inpatient eating disorders unit, as well as for better provisions for people to get help at earlier stages of the illness.

Lorna said: "I feel a lot better about myself and am an unbelievable amount better than I was - that is down to the great help I did get at the psychiatric ward and an outpatient eating disorders unit in Glasgow.

"I wouldn't be here without them.

"But it would have been so much better to be in an inpatient eating disorders unit.

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"In those units there are specialist nurses who are always there for hard times like meals, and it would be a better atmosphere to recover in than a general psychiatric ward.

Lorna believes she would not have become so ill if her GP had treated her soonerCredit: SWNS:South West News Service
At her lowest weight, she was just 5st 10lbsCredit: SWNS:South West News Service

"I am campaigning for Glasgow to get one."

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She added: "If you had told me three years ago that I would be happy, back at university and in a happy relationship, I would not have believed you."

Wendy Lees, Blackfriars Medical practice manager, where Lorna was a patient at the time, said: "We are not allowed to comment on individual cases due to confidentiality.

"We would not still have the patient's notes as she has left the practice now.

"If the young woman wants to get in touch with us we can help her pursue this further."

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