Woman says endometriosis feels like ‘razor blades scraping inside’ her – claiming docs branded her ‘crazy and weak’
SUZAN Selçuk is only 28 and yet, she's already having to come to the terms with the fact that she may need a hysterectomy.
She's already lost one ovary and had a number of life-changing surgeries.
Why? Because doctors only "laughed" and "ridiculed" her every time she begged for help with her devastating periods.
It's taken her 16 years to finally get an endometriosis diagnosis.
Suzan Selçuk, 28, told The Sun that since the age of 12, she's suffered agonising period pains, leg pain and fatigue, to the point that she would miss school, college, and more recently, work.
16 years in agonising pain
";The best way I can describe it is as if someone is dragging razor blades down my stomach from the insides," Suzan says.
"It's so crippling that I struggle to stand up straight. The pain can take my breath away or make me feel physically sick."
She says that over the past 16 years, she's been "laughed at, ridiculed and misdiagnosed by doctors and gynaecologists, despite being certain I was suffering from endometriosis".
"Over the years I was told I had IBS, that I was 'weak' and had a low pain tolerance, that I needed to take more painkillers, that it was in my head, - but never taken seriously."
With medics telling her that she was imaging her devasting symptoms, Susan says that she felt like she was "going crazy" - eventually leading her to suffer from severe health anxiety and OCD which manifested itself as depression as she got older.
'I've had two major ops to try to unstick my organs'
It was only in May this year that Suzan was finally diagnosed with stage four endometriosis and adenomyosis (a linked condition which causes bloating, heavy periods and cramps), which means it has now grown into her womb.
"As the disease progressed, so did the pain I was dealing with, which resulted in chronic fatigue, bowel issues, back problems, deeper mental health issues, in general a low quality of life with no hope for the future."
Suzan is now trying to do everything in her power to raise awareness of the debilitating, misunderstood disease, so that other young girls have the education and support they need to get the right diagnosis within a suitable time frame.
She says she wants to get the disease properly recognised in the workplace so that women who suffer from it aren't embarrassed by it and miss out on getting the right support from employers.
Suzan was the creative director of a fashion brand for seven years before being forced to leave earlier this year due to ill health and having to take so much time off work.
"But my pain was crippling and wasn't just at the time of the month," she said.
"Even after my two surgeries, I am still in pain frequently and job searching is difficult after months of struggle."
She says that many companies simply don't accept "period pain" as a valid reason to be missing work - despite many women with endometriosis end up missing work on a monthly basis due to the debilitating pain experienced.
"Severe period pain is not normal and not something that should be a reason to lose your job (which is what happened to me) due to lack of understanding or prolonged diagnosis."
Endometriosis UK estimates that it takes the average sufferer 7.5 years between first experiencing crippling symptoms to receiving a proper diagnosis.
By that point, women have advanced endometriosis with severe daily pain, low quality of life, depression, organ damage and in many cases, infertility.
The average sufferer has to live with symptoms for over seven years before being diagnosed
"This is not acceptable," Suzan says.
"More awareness and respect for the women suffering is needed. I'm sharing my story to give young girls and women the confidence to trust in their own bodies - something I wish I had more of when I was laughed at by countless (mostly male) doctors who told me that 'all women get period pain' or that I was a hypochondriac."
The one positive of Suzan's traumatic experience has been setting up CrazyCreativeCool, a mental wellness community. Her focus is on making mental wellness a priority for women suffering with their mental health and chronic illnesses, providing tools and support to build confidence and self-esteem.
"In the depths of my depression, I had days where I could not get out of bed, felt no hope for the future and hated myself for the way I felt," she explains.
"I know so many other mental health and chronic illness suffers can relate to this feeling. My OCD and health anxiety caused me to isolate myself from friends, miss out on career opportunities and lead to a very low self-worth.
"These are all things I hope to help other women within the future.
There are direct links to chronic illnesses and mental health and this is also something that is not widely discussed.
"Endometriosis itself has been linked to anxiety, depression and OCD - mental health issues amplify the severity of pain."
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