I acted out a lesbian porn scene for my boyfriend and am now confused as I was aroused

DEAR DEIDRE: MY BOYFRIEND thought I acted out lesbian porn for him but now I can’t get the woman I did it with out of my head and I want a repeat.

I have been with my boyfriend for almost two years. I am 23 and he is 25.

We were out one night with my boyfriend’s friend and his girlfriend celebrating a promotion.

We got a taxi at the end of the night and headed back to our flat.

We had another few drinks and were dancing.

I was messing around dancing provocatively and the other guy’s girlfriend joined in.

Then my boyfriend and his mate suggested we do a striptease, then some other stuff together — they said it was things they had seen girls do in porn online.

We ended up acting out lesbian porn for them.

I am straight and have never even thought about sex with a woman, but it was so arousing and exciting.

My boyfriend is gorgeous and our sex life is adventurous.

I have no complaints there but he can sometimes be quite controlling.

We made out we were just doing it to please them but when I think back all I can think about is how good it felt.

I love my boyfriend but I can’t tell him that I can’t stop thinking about the other girl.

I really want to get together with her in private, but I haven’t spoken to her so I don’t know how she feels.